15 years ago, you gave me my life. When i grew to be a teenager, that gift came with a choice; make my own decisions or live by your word. Feeling confident, i said :"Lord, i will choose my path." A few years and a thousand wrong decisions later, i finally admit, my life's a wreck. You gave me a life and i destroyed it with my errs in judgement and decisions made on impulse. Now Lord, i beg you, let me live by your word. I give back my freedom, in exchange for a clearer path, no matter how tedious that path might be. I am not ready to make my own decisions. Lord take my life in the palm of your hand and guide me. Guide me along the way. I will listen, Lord. Until you feel i am ready. Only then i shall make my own decisions and try to control my life again.