*.* Dear God... *.*
15 years ago, you gave me my life. When i grew to be a teenager, that gift came with a choice; make my own decisions or live by your word. Feeling confident, i said :"Lord, i will choose my path." A few years and a thousand wrong decisions later, i finally admit, my life's a wreck. You gave me a life and i destroyed it with my errs in judgement and decisions made on impulse. Now Lord, i beg you, let me live by your word. I give back my freedom, in exchange for a clearer path, no matter how tedious that path might be. I am not ready to make my own decisions. Lord take my life in the palm of your hand and guide me. Guide me along the way. I will listen, Lord. Until you feel i am ready. Only then i shall make my own decisions and try to control my life again.
I shone with Jesus @ | 3:22 PM
Saturday, January 23, 2010
*.* Yeah well i feel that way too. *.*
When we first met you we knew nothing about each other. You were so shy.. Usually it was me who did all the talking and you just listened, and you were such a great listener, hanging on to my every word.. I loved you. Over time, you grew out of your shyness, but still didn't say much. You seemed to love it when i said "hey sexy.." I will always remember and cherish the times we had together.. The dota games we played together. YOU helped me win.. I love your bright blue razer logo and your many functions.. You will always be in my heart. My first love. My forever favourite headset.. The Razer Megalodon..
Haha! Just some random thing about my favvvv headset. :)Anywayss, nothing much happening with my life right now. Kinda feeling DOWN DOWN DOWN DOWWWNNNN~~.. :( Not sure why. Just starting to question what's all the fuss about life. It ain't that great. Is living really worth it? Worth all the pain? I guess i don't have a choice do I? The edges of my mouth are getting heavier and heavier everyday. Smiling and laughing seems so hard now. Emo-ness streak man, or men. (If more than one person reads my blog). But i doubt it. *Jump topic* Had a great dinner today with my family. Hold on. I feel a thought coming.. Ahh here it is: Food can never let you down. << So so wise... Confucius must have said that. Haisss lame jokes and food are all that's keeping me going.
I shone with Jesus @ | 8:59 PM
*.* Books will not disappoint me. *.*
Hey dudes. Haven't posted in a long time. Long long time. Like forever. Like last year. So anyways, if you want updates on my floorball matters, go darrell's blog or something. If you want updates on my class, Joshua's in the same class as me. Probably posts more often too. If you want some random emo stuff, Jarryl is a good choice. :) Joke. But seriously, if you want a big CLOSED sign, unvari-ed.blogspot.com. Seriously though, WHY MAKE A BLOG IF YOURE GONNA CLOSE IT?! Anyway, Weekday warriors proved BETTER than the weekend warriors (lame joke) with a 6-5 score!! Feel happy for the team for their first won league match. But feeling sad for myself.. Why? Oh i dunno.. Maybe cause.. Hmmm.. I SCREWED UP?! Looked at my team's blogs and most of the were like "Oh we were warming up the first part and conceded quite a few" Translation: EUGENE LEE SCREWED UP BIG!! So SORRY TEAM! Will try to redeem myself in subsequent matches.. League matches lah duhh... I mean nationals got LANDER HAN WEI can alry right?!?! Lols.. Nite guys.
I shone with Jesus @ | 8:27 PM
Friday, December 11, 2009
*.* You know i don't believe you, so @#$% off *.*
Hi guys.Had an okay day today. Bought a pretty good manga at comic connetion while waiting for isaac and stalker then went for a movie. Planet 51. For those of you who haven't watched it, dont. Just do NOT watch it. One of the worst shows ever. And i say this because most people when they watch a show, they wanna laugh, cry, be scared, or inspired. But when you watch this show, nothing. So yeah. Don't watch. Back to maple and anime and manga now because i'm no longer ASKED for dota games. But yeah its kinda okay with me. Gotta stop dota sooner or later anyway. Oh yeah. Here are some pics of the C div friendly.
Warrenn smiling for the camera.
Some play in the opponent's half of the court.
I shone with Jesus @ | 7:02 PM
*.* Megalodon!!! *.*
Hey hey hey! Sorry didn't post yesterday. Wasn't.. uh.. bored? Anyway yesterday went out with my parents and got my new headset :) Dammmmnnnnn coool! The razer megalodon. Today had a friendly against Serangoon garden secondary which we won 11-6. But was quite a tough game nonetheless. After that chased a bus with Stalker and Isaac and then gave up and took the next bus to chomp chomp. Then cabbed home cause i was super tired... Thats about it. Cya!
I shone with Jesus @ | 5:51 PM
Saturday, December 5, 2009
*.* Vanilla twilight *.*
Hey guys blogging now cause im feeling kinda bored. But i think by now its understood that i'll only blog when i'm bored.. So anyways Lander has gone overseas today and i'm missing him already.. Y_Y Lets hope there's an available internet in Australia so he can read this: HEY LANDER BRING ME BACK SOMETHING NICE KKAY?!
Anyways just finished the anime "Air" and its superrrr nice. I almost cried. So sad... *jump topic* Just had bbq at my aunt's house. Ate alot alot. :) Good thing there's like alot of training this holiday.. Heh heh. Okkay im gonna watch another anime than Lander said WILL make me cry. Cya! :)
I shone with Jesus @ | 9:50 PM
*.* Emo-LEE *.*
Hey guys. Feeling depressed (and bored, or i wun be bloggin at all..) so decided to blog. What happened from my previous post till now? Well not much. wouldn't wanna waste your time by talking about dota cause some people don't even know what it is.. So here's the non cyber stuff: Had a really really awesome dinner today :) (yeah every1 likes food so i'm not wasting your time here) Ate aLOT. Somewhere in sembawang. Ian Tay came my house at around 9 30 to hang out. Hadn't seen him in a really long time and missed him.. Just left (11) And now i'm feeling sad cause i'm thinking that next year will have many many changes that i will NOT want to accept. "Moving on" is crap. Why can't we just find one perfect time in our lives and just STAY there? Next year all my Sec 3 friends (Isaac, Lander, Yishen, Min Hao, Crenshawn and alot more) will be sec 4s. When that time comes, They will not have the time to go out for lunch or a movie or just to hang out.. Don't even get to meet in training, due to the stupid O levels.. Haisssss... And i'll also be real busy next year cause of new subjects and whatnot. Slowly we WILL drift apart. And when that time comes, where the @#$% will I be? Trying to find a new set of perfect friends that i click with? Well, that's life, even though sometimes it seems really really screwed up. And now that i think of it, i really really really don't know WHAT i'm gonna do with my life. And i'm not so sure i wanna know. If god was in front of me, I'll beg him to make time stop RIGHT NOW and keep on like this forever. Cause after this year. Life will become from "fun and carefree" to "busy and stressful and bleak and unhappy and sad and really really SCREWED UP" Y_Y Don't know WHY im ranting like this. Maybe cause i finally met up with Ian after almost a year (even though he is in the same school sec 4 this year). Anyway sorry for emo-ing-ed up your day by reading this. Hmm dun think that many people visit my blog now anyways..
I shone with Jesus @ | 11:28 PM
*.* Boredddd TO THE MAX! *.*
Hey guys.. Decided to blog cause i'm really really really bored.. :( Woke up at 8 and called isaac to decide what time to meet. Sadly, he couldn't make it today cause his parents didn't allow him to go out. Then decided to meet up with stalker and ryan then go isaac's house to play mahjong or something. BUT stalker said that he didn't wanna go cause too little people.. So now im bored-ing my brains out waiting for isaac to finish his lunch so that we can have another round of dota.. Hais.. Rain's got me feeling emo.. And now yishen is online so i think i'll ask him for a game? Cya. Yishen is studying so i'll bore you summore with this boring post.. Y_Y Going out for dinner tonight with my mom and my mom's friend.. Hopefully i can get my razer megaladon. Some super cool headset. Haiiissssss.. Feel like all my games are letting me down. Y_Y Okay shan't keep you here anymore... Cya (for real).
I shone with Jesus @ | 12:36 PM
Thursday, December 3, 2009
*.* RENEWEDD~ *.*
Hey guys really screwed up my old blog so i REMADE it~~! :) Anyway nothing too interesting has been going on with me life right now.. Church camp was okay (better than expected) and floorball camp was quite fun as well. But thats like really really old news.. When something better comes along then i'll post it okay? Cya! :)
I shone with Jesus @ | 1:54 PM
