Hey guys. Feeling depressed (and bored, or i wun be bloggin at all..) so decided to blog. What happened from my previous post till now? Well not much. wouldn't wanna waste your time by talking about dota cause some people don't even know what it is.. So here's the non cyber stuff: Had a really really awesome dinner today :) (yeah every1 likes food so i'm not wasting your time here) Ate aLOT. Somewhere in sembawang. Ian Tay came my house at around 9 30 to hang out. Hadn't seen him in a really long time and missed him.. Just left (11) And now i'm feeling sad cause i'm thinking that next year will have many many changes that i will NOT want to accept. "Moving on" is crap. Why can't we just find one perfect time in our lives and just STAY there? Next year all my Sec 3 friends (Isaac, Lander, Yishen, Min Hao, Crenshawn and alot more) will be sec 4s. When that time comes, They will not have the time to go out for lunch or a movie or just to hang out.. Don't even get to meet in training, due to the stupid O levels.. Haisssss... And i'll also be real busy next year cause of new subjects and whatnot. Slowly we WILL drift apart. And when that time comes, where the @#$% will I be? Trying to find a new set of perfect friends that i click with? Well, that's life, even though sometimes it seems really really screwed up. And now that i think of it, i really really really don't know WHAT i'm gonna do with my life. And i'm not so sure i wanna know. If god was in front of me, I'll beg him to make time stop RIGHT NOW and keep on like this forever. Cause after this year. Life will become from "fun and carefree" to "busy and stressful and bleak and unhappy and sad and really really SCREWED UP" Y_Y Don't know WHY im ranting like this. Maybe cause i finally met up with Ian after almost a year (even though he is in the same school sec 4 this year). Anyway sorry for emo-ing-ed up your day by reading this. Hmm dun think that many people visit my blog now anyways..